Torn..

I think I'm too eager to do everything at once. I don't know where to start.

I want to be with Joel. All the time. But I also want to prioritize my own media career.

I want to prioritize my own media career, but I also want to join the academe.

I want to join the academe, but if I do, I will not earn enough to pursue my Masteral Degree.

I want to earn my Masteral Degree, but Daddy says he will only pay for my education (again) if I study in Mindanao.

I want to go to Mindanao because becoming a war correspondent is one of my greatest dreams. But if I go to Mindanao and work as a journalist there, my Dad will get mad and he won't pay for my education anymore. I think I might break his heart if I get killed in the middle of the insurgency. Plus, I don't want to stay away from SB.

I think I'd rather stay at IWeb. Only problem is, I'm not enjoying my job. Plus, I don't have a client. I can look for another job, but if I find another employment, what will happen to SB and I?...

I'm thinking of SB, money, and a decent career. I need a job that can fit all of these....